January 27, 2014

I crave closeness
Not physically
I want to develop a bond with some one
But I have been in my shell so long
I don’t know where to start
Or if I can come out of it

At this moment, January 8, 2014

I am sad and afraid and it’s not going away

They have crept into my heart and mind

And made themselves comfortable

Made me unavailable and uninterested

And I have run out of masks and places to hide

They always find me

And knowing that makes me want to disappear